Time flies by so quickly. Things change and people change. Before I knew, everything in my life has changed. I cannot pin point exactly how or when I ended up here but I learnt a lot of things while getting here. Everyday, I wake up wishing I didn't. Lately, I've been having good days and I'm learning how to suppress the unwillingness to live. I have little faith and hope to live by but I still have that heavy weight on my shoulders that won't let me quit.
Never in my life did I plan to get here. Whatever I can grab hold on to, I grab them for dear life. The most fucked up decision I've made has lead me to newer roads I never imagined I'd get on. But for now, I'm holding out. I'm still wishing for better days and even though they may never come, I won't go without putting up a fight till my last breath.
