There comes a moment in life, where your whole perspective shifts. It could be by a small angle or sometimes a huge one, regardless, it shifts and you see things differently. You start analyzing that perspective and you want to adjust to it. Slowly, yet surely, a part of you changes.
Sometimes, I get these shifts a little too often. I was once shook to my core and there were several times where my angles were slightly shifted. These moments are when I will leave my old ways and adopt a new one.
Lately, I've been having a shift that made me reflect myself and saw myself from other's perspective. I guess the tremors reached a bit inside my core so I saw, like a picture that's painted widely right before my eyes.
I saw that life has made me a person who sees to well into the darkness. Sometimes I tend to miss out on good things because my mind would be too caught up in the consequences. This had made me into a being who only believes that love should hurt and friendship are temporary companies arising out of circumstances.
However, the tremors reached my core. I wanted to change this and I wanted to change it bad. SO I am setting on a journey where I learn to appreciate without expecting and expect nothing but kindness from myself. I know deep down that it will take everything in me to reach where I want to be. But time is on my side and I have in me, the confidence to change, yet again!
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