Temporary. I'm used to temporary things coming into my life. Constant moves, different friends. I forgot what it's like to actually keep people close to me. The same goes for relationships. I have learned that I'm not good with sharing any intimacy with another being solely on the fact that I've created a void in me.
You came, slowly you crept into my life. I was well aware. I knew that I had to have my guard up- they were up! Yet, you crept in, slowly. Everything I felt then, every bone shaking indulgence, every burning kiss and each peck you planted all over my body; I felt each one. But my guards were up and you didn't have the patience to see me put them down. So like always I drove you off because now, it's so easy for me to drive people away. You see, I know it's pointless to hold on when it's all heartache.
There were moments when I thought my soul and yours were one. But baby, those moments left along with my arched back and the sound of your moan.
